Hello all
I'm sure that a lot of you guys probably saw the journals going around, just around when WWF disbanded.
Stuff happened, that shouldn't have, and yeah, part of it was my fault.
I know I should've gone out right away and said this, but I needed time to think, time to talk to people, and time to distance myself from the situation, to lessen the possibility of anxiety attacks.
In all honesty, I never saw this coming. I didn't post the pup tryouts or the rps to make people uncomfortable, or angry, to shit on victims of SA or anything like that. I had an idea for some personal development for my character and I had no idea it would blow up like this.
This may be because I'm naïve, and don't know how the world works, I don't know.
I talked to several people about it, both inside and outside the RP community, and not one person poked me and went "Hey, maybe you shouldn't post this." I know I probably should know better myself, but apparently, I didn't.
It may seem like a bad excuse, but I have Aspergers and don't socialize or understand social norms as normal people do.
I have a hard time figuring out what is wrong or right in many different situations, and clearly, I did the wrong thing here.
I am very sorry that/if anyone got triggered, or got into bad episodes or similar, as that was never my intention.
I also see that it was wrong of us to not just fade to black.
The rape is no longer a canon thing, and I'll find another way (that won't hurt people) to get my character to where I want her.
The rps and the tryouts have been taken down and will, of course, stay gone.
Also, I see now that some of my descriptions and comments could have been seen as bad, or condoning/fetishizing rape, and that was never how it was meant to be written.
I do not condone, fetishize or appraise rape. It is a horrible thing that should not occur, and I'd never wish on it on my worst enemy, let alone anyone else.
I was in the wrong, and I'm sorry for all the hurt I've caused.
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For the people wondering where I've been, I started a new account, for my RP stuff, but will be trying to post my more original stuff here.
I will also try to post art fight stuff and similar here.
Alt account:
OddGreyhound